I... don't even know where to begin. It feels like everything is falling apart and theres nothing I can do about it. I'm stuck inbetween friends who I love to death but I don't know who or what to believe. And on top of that... I've wasted at least the past 2 months on something and have absolutely nothing to show for it. I wish nothing this past year had happened at all. I wish I was still the innocent, naive little girl I was. At least then I didn't get my heart broken.