http://hurliegurlie.blogdrive.com/ HurlieGurlie Thu, 30 Nov 2006 00:45:00 PST http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2006. Music Movies Catholicism http://hurliegurlie.blogdrive.com/archive/200.html Thu, 30 Nov 2006 07:40:51 GMT I hate you. But I love you even more, no matter how many times you make me cry. And I don't think anyone understands how much it is. You're the only person I can ever picture myself with. You're the only one that can even understand why I am the way I am... but that still isn't even enough. I feel like such a horrible person and all I really want is for once for you to understand how I feel about you. I seriously would do anything for you. Wait and find another girl like me, because I know you won't find it. Its so hard sitting here and loving you so much but not feeling that... (more) http://hurliegurlie.blogdrive.com/comments?id=200 http://hurliegurlie.blogdrive.com/archive/199.html Fri, 16 Dec 2005 01:16:41 GMT Here we go again. Me and another one of my moods where nothing seems to be going right and all I do is feel sorry for myself. Its another one of those days that I don't want to talk to anyone at all, yet I feel so lonely I just can't help but want to cry on someone's shoulder and tell them to make everything better. I hate these days. I miss the way things used to be. I don't even know who I am anymore, besides a fuckin' alcoholic thats lost everything that mattered and is about to lose her mind too. It seems like I always fuck up the good things in my life for the... (more) http://hurliegurlie.blogdrive.com/comments?id=199 http://hurliegurlie.blogdrive.com/archive/198.html Sun, 18 Sep 2005 11:51:27 GMT I... don't even know where to begin. It feels like everything is falling apart and theres nothing I can do about it. I'm stuck inbetween friends who I love to death but I don't know who or what to believe. And on top of that... I've wasted at least the past 2 months on something and have absolutely nothing to show for it. I wish nothing this past year had happened at all. I wish I was still the innocent, naive little girl I was. At least then I didn't get my heart broken. http://hurliegurlie.blogdrive.com/comments?id=198 http://hurliegurlie.blogdrive.com/archive/197.html Mon, 05 Sep 2005 20:55:03 GMT Well, lets see. I've been back in school for a couple weeks now and its going pretty good. I'm sooo glad I'm finally a Senior, but school still sucks. Its only two weeks in and theres already drama with all the girls... but hopefully everyone will realize soon that its Senior year, and after this year most of that shit isn't gunna matter anymore. I've also been working quite a bit, which is awesome. Most of the time we have so much fun there... except one of my bosses is kinda cracking down on us, but that never changed anything in the past so hopefully it won't now. And I'm sooo... (more) http://hurliegurlie.blogdrive.com/comments?id=197 http://hurliegurlie.blogdrive.com/archive/196.html Fri, 29 Jul 2005 20:07:33 GMT Things have been pretty crazy lately. Wednesday me and Emilie woke up and got drunk at like 12:30 in the morning and went swimming and hung out at the Ranch House all day. And went into Anthony's a couple times, haha. And then we went and saw Danny. It was so crazy seeing him again, its just weird he's been gone for so long. We hung out with him and Chris for a little bit again this morning too. It sucks Emilie is grounded tonight or else we'd probably hang out with them again tonight, just like old times. Its weird though, he's turning himself in on Monday, so he'll be going to jail... (more) http://hurliegurlie.blogdrive.com/comments?id=196 http://hurliegurlie.blogdrive.com/archive/195.html Mon, 25 Jul 2005 18:34:48 GMT So... I realized that I haven't written hardly anything this whole summer in here. This summer has gone by soooo fast! I haven't done nearly as many fun things as I would have hoped... but it actually has been going pretty good. Work is... well, work. Its sweet that all my friends started working there, and that I made a lot of good friends there. But for working with all guys (besides Beth) it sure is one big drama fest. I swear... theres always something new going on with those guys. But, I still manage to find myself hanging out with them the majority of the time. The first part... (more) http://hurliegurlie.blogdrive.com/comments?id=195 http://hurliegurlie.blogdrive.com/archive/194.html Mon, 27 Jun 2005 05:54:50 GMT | `*Last Things*` || [last word you said] "Bye" to Emilie after she brought me Dairy Queen [last song you sang] I Want To Save You by Something Corporate [last thing you laughed at] I dunno me and Emilie laughing at her mom or how GAY Leo is [last time you said 'I love you'] I dunno [last time you cried] Last night... ouch! || `*Present*` || [what color socks are you wearing] not wearing any... I'm wearing a brown Ace bandage on one foot though [current annoyance] Leo [current longing] to feel better, a yummy smoothie... a boy [current book] Choke [current worry] my foot, work, Brian... ya... (more) http://hurliegurlie.blogdrive.com/comments?id=194 http://hurliegurlie.blogdrive.com/archive/193.html Mon, 20 Jun 2005 21:41:32 GMT I'm glad I always know just how to fuck things up. And damn... I fucked up this one good. http://hurliegurlie.blogdrive.com/comments?id=193 http://hurliegurlie.blogdrive.com/archive/192.html Thu, 09 Jun 2005 10:58:34 GMT Its one of those moments where you don't want to cry, but you don't know what else to do. I've never, EVER, expressed myself like I did that night. I've never said "Ok, heres the deal, heres what I think and this is what I want" to anyone before... especially not a boy... and especially not one that I've had such a history with. I don't know how and I don't know why but I did it. And where did that get me? The same place I started from. Just another girl. Just one of many. A couple months ago that would have bothered me. A couple months ago I would have driven myself crazy with... (more) http://hurliegurlie.blogdrive.com/comments?id=192 http://hurliegurlie.blogdrive.com/archive/191.html Mon, 30 May 2005 23:22:56 GMT Dude this weekend was sooo much fun!!! It sucks that I have to go back to school tomorrow, I never have to go back to school after my birthday!! Plus it just feels like summer already. Thursday night me and Chris had to work, and then when we got off us, Andrew, & Beth met Megan and Emilie up at Megan's cabin in Grand Lake. It was such a long drive but it was sooo much fun! We were all totally drunk playing drinking games, making smores and jumping in other peoples cold hot tubs. Then Friday me and Beth had to work and then after work me, her, Chris, and Andrew went swimming and got... (more) http://hurliegurlie.blogdrive.com/comments?id=191